Man, I can totally feel the fear today. I have all of these irrational fears with my job. You see, my boss asked me this morning, that I include myself in the 4:00 weekly meeting on Friday with the Regional President. Sooooo, it will be me and the Regional in her office, and my boss and another guy conferanced in on the phone. I am none to excited about this. Why? Accountability comes to mind... low self esteem, and a general fear of my capabilities... did I mention low self esteem/self confidence?
I am sure it will be fine, but Iam just scared shitless about having to talk to the Regional President about stuff. It's like I don't mind reporting to my boss, but with her, I feel unworthy, out of sorts, and almost like a fraud. Kinda like I have this job, but am not qualified...
Well, I have had these feelings in the past, and when I end up meeting with the Regional President, it ends up going great and I always end up telling you how great it went and how good I feel. So I will get on back to work and try to just let it go. Any advice people, would be much appreciated... irrational fears and anxieties...
Peace!
Get out your copy of the Twelve Steps & Twelve Traditions.
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Good.
Read Chapter 3.
Read chapter 3 and then pray. And pray and pray and pray...you get the idea.
ReplyDeletelol... thanks for the advice, will do that!
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