Day 120! Wow!
Today, it is a rainy, dreary day. Yesterday I felt irritable, restless and discontent. I imagine it could have something to do with it being new years and all of the fun I perceived "normal" people to be having... drinking and all. I maybe even entertained the thought for a moment, and then realized how insane my thinking was.
I said out loud... "I am irritable, restless, and discontent!" I almost had to laugh that I realized that I was in a bad mood! In the past, those feelings would probably have led me to the liquor store. Last night it led me safely back to the comfort of my bed... where I went to sleep to start a new day, today, sober, one more day at a time. Life is so simple, I hate it when my own brain get's in the way.
Any how, that's all I've got.
Oh the old I.R.D's are hard. I am glad that you handled it so well
ReplyDeleteYay, Jonathan! I'm glad you are sane enough now to realize when your thinking is insane. ;) Quite a step forward from where you were 120 days ago, isn't it?! And mucho congratulations on the 120 days, too!! I'm right behind you, bud!
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year my friend! I was feeling might bitchy and crabby on New Years Day as well. So, I know where you're coming from. great job on recognizing and not letting it get you too insane!
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